do u really think of me?

Do u really want me?
Do u really matter me?
Would you protect me?
What would u do, if one day, I say to you : I want you here!
What should I know about you?
I know you enough? or I just think so?
I wish I could tell you how I feel inside, how it hurts me, but I won't, I won't 'coz I know that I'm stronger than before, I'm strong enough to know that, in the end the things will work out, and even I'm not with you by my side, I'll be ok, I just wanted you to know, that even I don't want it, I love you so "/